cryslpn

I haven’t been on forever. I’ve been doing horribly. I get sad.. and then I eat. It’s disgusting. But I can’t help it. I can even think in my mind I shouldn’t be eating but I’m sad and lonely and I do. :(  The really sad thing is.. I have an appointment this month with the dr to think about trying to get pg again. I really wanted to lose some weight before then. I still have 20 days before the appt. I just wish I had the strength, the will. I want to so bad so why can’t I just DO IT!!??? It’s so frustrating.  I don’t know what else to say. I’m ashamed of myself.